Reflect

I don't feel as young as I am. 

I feel old, sick and drained of spirit, though my body is doing fine. I still don't know how to grow up. 

I am so tired, little one. I still don't really seem to trust god consistently, and I have very little faith in myself. My dreams and my everyday life are at odds. My hopes are dying. 

I don't know what to do with my life, and I lose sight of life in the bigger picture. There's so much disconnect.